apathy

Softcore for today.
Aaaaanywho, I am pissed. I am pissed at Graham, for being all sorts of not-around yesterday, and for there being no myspacings or emails or anything about him not being there. Naturally I immediately there's some girl I should kill.
And yet, at the same time, Cory is trying to set me up with his friend [whose name I forget, but he's tall and dark haired and was also really nice to me] and I might just go along with that.
Ok, actually, I told Cory we should hang out sometime, but I mostly meant just because I need to make friends here and all. But still, you know, I really could use a good fuck. Or several. In a row. And then again in the morning.
But, you know, Graham is being really lame in general about this whole thing. He likes to talk about "us" and the future and everything, and never about making actual plans and he still is "nervous" about the phone, and you know, it doesn't even make me upset anymore, it just fucking hurts.
Argh, moving on.
I aaaaaam, bored.
I'm very bored.
Nothing sounds like fun.
I'm so apathetic.
I have an interview in two hours, and I don't even care if I get this job, even though it would be good for me. I just can't care about anything.