always cold.

i've been gone awhile now. the computer bit the big one when i moved into this here apartment [i think i blogged something about it around when it happened], and then it got fixed,and then i broke it again, and now it is half fixed.
so that's nice.

here's a summary:: josh and nick were fuckers and i don't date them anymore. i've been through other boys as well, including anwar, john, a different john, monty, james, and davis. now i'm dating jon, and he's a nice boy, which is kinda new for me. so that's nice. actually, he's going to be here in like an hour, because i demand kisses... even though i look horrific right now.

i got a pair of ferrets and a rat, and then the ferrets eventually died and i got a kitten. and i'll likely get a cat from nida soon, and maybe from two-dollar-tip guy.

i've got all my next tattoos planned out:: creepy, drawn-on-acid eyeballs on my collarbones, a bee in my ear and one on my neck behind said ear, a star on one wrist pulse-point and a crescent moon on the other, the chaos symbol on my sternum, and ansuz on my ankle. and nida and i are getting alice in wonderland tattoos for her 18th birthday. yay.

this is all i feel like writing right now.
i have nothing cohesive in my brain; the humidity has made me feel loggy and half-headachy, and i want to at least wash my face before my boyfriend gets here lol. maybe put on a t-shirt that isn't forty sizes too big for me? you know, the usual.